did i mention..i discovered something.

did i mention the time when i went to the park with all the grandkids?

i didn't??...........

well, it's a silly story actually. i discovered something. you see, i thought by going i would have so much fun, i would feel like a child again. my mind would burst with all these memories of my younger days, and i would indeed enjoy all 5 foot 9 inches of my adult body going down the once "big" red slide i slid down several years ago.. 

the "thoughts" i had, failed.

lets be real. i didn't feel like a "child again."

i wasn't full of overjoyment. the red slide was rather akward and uncomfortable actually. those childhood memories and "good old days" had their time.

it made me realize,

i like being an adult.

it took me a while to face this fact, since "what i want to be when i grow up" had finally arrived and i wasn't sure i was ready for it.

i think i am, i'm ready for what life has to offer as an adult. i like the respect i have now from other adults. i like being one of the examples for my nieces and nephews and all the little ballerinas i teach. i like the fact that i can make my own decisions. you see, being older is wonderful. i am more creative, more knowledgable, more independant.

i finally feel like i know who i am.

i just needed a simple day at the park to discover this.

...and you know what

i liked it.